I hate it when I get so frustrated with the situations in my life, only to realize later that the fuss and problems that occured, were all my fault. I don't really mean to be this way, but I seem to express my feelings in all the wrong ways...I really do love all of the people in my life especially my fiance and my parents, but I haven't seemed to conquer my inability to be cheerful even in the most unhappy of times. I am striving and working towards being a possitive and happy person for those around me, and in doing so I know that I will be content myself. I only want to please those that I love and to show them that they mean everything to me. I want to be able to help those around me, but first I must help myself.