I'll never win

Don't you hate it when you know that the only person that can make you feel better, is the one who made you cry in the first place. Sometimes my heart just bleeds from being let down. Too many things are always seeming to pierce me. The wounds seem too deep to heal and my trust is slowly fading away. My tears can't even douce the fire that I feel welling up in the deepest part of my soul. I am carrying a burden that is too heavy for me. I am losing...and the saddest part is that I don't think I'll ever win.