Oh, why do I feel like those times when I lose control are the ones that should be mattering most?
When each minute flutters like passes like the last.
While I see through the tears with weakness and pain.
I see that one who sees me beautifully even when my emotions are a ghastly beast. He looks at me with love and affection; a stare of gratitude and thankfulness. His eyes fill with respect and tenderness, all the while I see through those gifts and seer it all with my greed and regret.
I know that this is me and your time has now come to receive a heartfelt apology for the wrong that I have done. For every heartfelt stare that you so graciously gave, I know you deserve all that back and more. <3
