Thoughts

A colour not yet discovered, should't be forgotten in the crayon package.

A tree not yet planted still gives us a chance to breath.

Words without an explanation can still mean something.

Love without commitment can cause more hurt than not loving at all.

Most of the special things in life are felt; but never touched.

Affection grows when the change to routine is made.

A world full of strangers, still has room for friendship.

The Race

I can see their expectant faces. Each pair of glittering eyes encourages me to believe, to hope, and to drive. I pull my helmet over my face and relax into my seat. I watch the flag bob once, twice, and I'm off! As my foot hits the accelerator I feel the energy of my fans transfer through me, giving me hope. I smile and think of the many things I can work on and improve. But as I turn the corner, I see pieces of glass being thrown at my wheels. My mind blanks and my body refuses. I manage to bring my hands to the wheel to control it, but I let my hands slide. The chance to fix my slip had come and I just let it creep away. I rip my name off of the place on my jumpsuit. I don't deserve my title.

I Am Me.

What am I? A shell of a person that can be formed how you wish...or someone without shape that you can mold to your own wishes? No! I am a sturdy shell filled with hopes, dreams, and plans for my life. A contorted shape becoming something unusually new every day. Yes, a piece of art being molded and modeled, reformed and broken. But the pieces inside of my heart never change. They are never broken up and reformed. They all clump together without the chance to sift through each other and eliminate those lost.

I am me. Nothing more and much less... a normal person.

A dreamer and a wisher.

Added to "If" By Rudyard Kipling

If you can enjoy the changing colour of life and each season,
Without ever stopping to ask yourself why,
If you can treasure each moment without having a reason,
You will be full with a passion to try,
If you can enjoy life without becoming lazy,
And you can accept things as they were created,
You will keep your mind clear and out of that hazy
Tunnel that you retreat to when you're bruised and truly berated.

A Random Piece Of Time

I know this is just a stupid rhym,
But It really won't take that much of your time,
So please just read it and take it all in,
It just might be funny and make you curl up your chin.

I just ate so many Nerds I think I"ll explode,
And I don't think that I want to buy anymore,
But thats really okay because I will just try,
To eat more veggies and keep my body alive.

I don't know why I said that, you probably think I'm nuts,
But really Im just a bit of a cluts,
This will really be random so don't judge me by this,
I just wanted to write and this is what I came up with.

I'm in a bit of a funny mood I really must say,
Kinda bubbly and giddy all of a sudden today,
And Im thinking of you while I sit here and write,
Which makes me feel even better I find.

I don't even have school tomorrow I get to be here,
But I'm all on track so I don't have to fear,
I get to relax and i might read my book,
I finally get to do something that doesn't involve work.

So the point of all this was to maybe make you laugh,
And think about the clever girlfriend you have,
So you don't think I just sit around and ponder,
But I come up with things that maybe make people wonder.

I also was wondering if you wanted to see me,
And maybe come over later this evening,
Even if your with James or busy tonight,
It would be ok to come later; that's alright.

I was thinking you could stay and then leave for work,
There might even be goodies or a few little perks,
I don't need to go to bed until later tonight,
So you would still have lots of time to spend how you like!

I just thought of you and how much I miss our little things we did late,
How we used to goof off while washing dishes and plates,
All the times we would stay up and make soup,
And how much I just really love you.

So if you wanted to come I could probably make,
All the soup that you want and we could wash lots of plates,
So just let me know if you wanted to be with me,
And if you were maybe a tiny bit free.

Remembering

Why do people always want to forget? Why do we have to let things go? Can't we just keep all of those memories within us for the times we will need them. Trust me, there will be a time when all you will want to do is curl up in a blanket and remember. Even if it takes all of your courage and a whole lot of bravery, you will bring the boxes of your memories out from the closet. You will dust them off and read through the contents.

You will smile and you might even cry. But remembering is worth more than letting it all go.


Isn't it?

Running

I want to run. When I look at my feet, I see them trying their hardest to keep me going. But as soon as I lift my eyes, the sidewalk ahead of me never ends. The grey lines stretch on and on making my eyes dizzy as I try to count them. The windows and the halls are squishing in on me too. Every time I take a step, I feel them press towards me. This time I just can't push them away. My strength just isn't enough for things like that today. What I really need today is the warm sun on my face while I lie under the cool dark trees and share their secrets.